Turning about, in a circular fashion, will get you dizzy

I get it in my head, that slowly they'll realize, just how how much better they can do. I cut them off before they can tell me these things that I know, because that's a hurt I can't handle. And then I realize that maybe I was wrong and then I get that feeling like ice cubes in my stomach. After this I'll smile again, though something always happens to start the cycle all over again; It's this they'll eventually tire of.